numb.

I've become somewhat disillussioned to the fact that day after day, we as a society come across headlines and news stories that no longer triggers a reaction. We see stories about mass shootings, government corruption, corporate greed, that would typically come with feelings of anger and sadness - but we're so accustomed to these stories that we've become numb to all of it.

This thought brought about "numb." - a large work for wind ensemble in three sections. Each section opens with a melodic theme, whose notes are taken from the first letter of several news outlets (Fox News, CNN, BBC, etc.), each theme previewing the general style of the section it is introducing. The first section represents the rage-baiting and fear-mongering stories from journalists just trying to get clicks and engagement, featuring aggressive and angular low brass ostinati and dissonant harmonies in the upper winds and brass. The second section represents the traumatic and depressing stories, featuring a chorale-like passage typical of a band work on a similar theme, transitioning into a passage featuring biting low brass harmonies and the same melody repeated in a more disjunct setting in the upper winds. The third section represents the outrageous and absurd stories (think your typical "Florida Man" story), featuring syncopated motives and a driving rhythm section led by the hi-hat, bongos, and double bass.

While some may take this piece as one that is critical of mainstream media - I want to clarify that if anything this is more of a critique of media literacy. With the rise of fascist, bigoted politicians that constantly attack the media, trust in the media, and media literacy is at an all-time low - something I find worrisome and dangerous. I think it's okay to question a story - but please take the time to check sources and read other articles. I hope for a day where I can once again have genuine emotions and reactions to horrifying news stories.